I feel great energy around my hands I told him. I haven't been able to draw hands since I was a child. You could if you practiced he said. I said when I was in my twenties, I wrote a letter to myself. My therapist had me draft it with my left hand. I said in that letter that my mother sexually abused me. Did she? I don't really think so. I mean the topic was never explored with my therapist, I didn't tell her. I definitely have memory of being sexually abused by my grandfather, but not my mother. My mother was hostile and intrusive. She was controlling and bitter, but I don't remember feeling that "ick" about her. My current therapist told me a story of an induced memory and we closed the topic that this was the heart of great debate. So, I'm trusting that gut feeling on this one.
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